Waking Up Beside You

i've been alone for so long

forgotten by the world forgotten to myself

your effervescent eyes have awakened me

and brushed the dust away...

but i knew you'd never stay

so i memorized the color of your eyes

as i lost myself inside you

i memorized the way our lags entwined

as i drifted off beside you

i miss

god i miss waking up beside you

at night i cling to you i'm so afraid

afraid the day will come

and i'll wake up and find you gone

but you promise that you'd not abandon me

and kissed my fears away.....

but i woke up to that day.....

but i had memorized the way our eyes would meet

reflected in the bathroom mirror

and i memorized your naked silhouette

as you slowly brushed your hair

i miss god i miss waking up beside you

i've been alone for so long...

i forgot how much it hurts to wake up so alone

but i memorized how warm your body felt

as you lay half asleep beside me

and i memorized the way the sunlight filled the room

and played upon your body....

i miss god i miss waking up beside you....