I Don't Believe

I'm such an asshole

god I'm such a stain

I just keep fucking up again and again

you crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed

said everything I've ever longed to hear

so perfect so alive once inside you sucked me dry

you used me up and left me here for dead

I crave it desperately a cancer eating me

an addiction too intense to be denied

worthless I'm a whore crawling back for more

it's pathetic how I feed off this abuse

you told me that you love me

and I believed you loved me

but you swore that you loved me

and I believed... now I know it was a lie

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I don't believe

I don't believe

that I could be so stupid and so naive

I don't believe

I don't believe

that there is nothing, nothing left for me