Album Cover Silicone Kingdom

Silicone Kingdom

Witt Lowry

6

Here′s mom and dad yelling

Mom always want a divorce

Dad calling mama a whoreDrunk, been drinking all weekend

A couple of coors

A couple of doors are broken

Covered the floor, damn

So he's told never to tell

If anybody finds out

He′ll be put in a cell

Hit with a belt

There will be nobody to help

And so he prays every day

While he's stuck in this hell

All to himself

He holds every ounce of it in

All the kids who have things

Always laughing at him

All the teacher sees is pain

But he's playing pretend

Playing with friends is something

He wishes he can

But, nobody wants to give him a chance

Nobody wants to be with a man

Been looking in the future

But the future is so far in advance

Looking at the alcohol in his hand

Like damn, like why

Why god

Why do I do this again

And, why am I getting so drunk

See my dad was a drunk

I don′t wanna be him

I, I know im searching for feelings

I thought I could find them in bottles of gin

I′m tired of losing my faith

And then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within I

I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

I don′t wanna lose myself

Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

I don′t wanna lose myself

Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

She goes to read another message

Hoe, slut, stupid, and fake

She doesnt know how much she can take

She lookin at her body

Its her body that's she plans to replace

Fake, everything all over her face

It′s fake, smile, leads up to her lashes

Never been askes about passion

Only been asked about passin the blunt to the left

Or a pick of a chest called him bitch and a mess

She's a wreck

Waitin for a text from a guy

He'd tell her that he love her but he wanna see her cry

He′d tell her that he love her but he beat her every night, with a pipe

That despite she might leave him for a guy with a tie and a job

A mike or a rob

She tired and sobs on the knob of a door

Yelling out "Please I can′t take no more"

And he's yelling out "Fuck you, you cunt you whore"

Damn, she doesnt wanna be on the news

Only twenty two looking down the barrel of a 22

Looking for a move she can make

Looking at the bruise on her face

Never felt safe

Never felt late ′till the end of the month

Looking down at her stomach

Like what have we done

I was looking for love

And you were looking for fun

And now a life is in my body cause you wanted to cum

Like why, why god

Why do I do this again

And, why am I thinking that we can can find love inside lust

And we love to pretend

I, I know I'm searching for feelings

I thought I could find them by fucking with him

I′m tired of losing my faith

And then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within I

I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

I don′t wanna lose myself

Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

I don't wanna lose myself

Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

He′s addicted to the worlds most dangerous drug

Don′t wanna make you lose everything that you love

And we don't understand

Money doesn′t buy love

So we pile up all our money just to buy

Some new cars, some new rims, a new binz

He doesn't have friends no more

An Ipod, an Ipad, an Imac

So rich that he′s feeling poor

If he had one chance to go back

Wishes that he never bagged a whore

A couple more coors and a broken door

Shatter the coor all over the floor

Coming home at a quarter to four

Coming home is a bore

Looking at a gin bottle

Got a quarter to pour

At a local titty bar

I got a better a pour

No cover ones cover the floor

Really looking for more

And more money makes more problems

He don't understand how to solve them

Doesn′t understand his son and his wife or his life

Every night when they fight

Now he's looking at 'em as a problem

That′s a problem

Now he doesn′t know what to do

Out of touch leaving ten every weekend or two

Thinking money maybe buys all the happiness too

'Till hes sitting in a room staring back at a 22

Like, what happened to life

It was so many years and I thought I was right

It was so many years never living my life

And im scared that my son turnes just like, me

Why me, my god

Everything I see really is a facáde

Fake love, fake hair, fake bills, fake, bi

We replace as a race and we try to play god

Like why, why god

Why do I do this again

And why am I getting so drunk

See my dad was a drunk I don′t wanna be him

I, I know I'm searching for feelings

I thought I could find them in bottles of gin

I, I know we′re thinkin' that we can find love inside lust and we love to pretend

I, I know I′m part of the problem a silicone kingdom we're living within

I'm tired of losing my faith

And then looking in fake to raplace all my feelings within I

I don′t wanna lose myself, lose myself

I don′t wanna lose myself

Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you

I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

I don′t wanna lose myself

Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you