Had to let go of who I thought I should be to find who I am

Don′t mean the edited one for the 'Gram

But I mean the one who needs love, has fear and doubtAnd only comes out around fam

See, I′m just a man, I bleed and it's red

Been tryin' to quiet the voice in my head

Too weak to repeat all the things that it says

You′re destined to slip when you live on the edge

And I′m doin' my best, but it′s never enough

It's always, "Hey, when you gon′ follow this up?"

I give 'em so much of myself, my art, my soul

There isn′t much left in my cup

Not prayin' enough, don't know who to trust

Don′t follow for follow, I follow my gut

There is no more room for discourse anymore

It′s "I'm right and you′re wrong," and agree or shut up

What in the fuck? When will we learn?

Together we grow, and divided we burn

There's over seven billion of us on Earth

And here I am talkin′ 'bout puttin′ me first

And all of my hurt, like anyone cares

I have a tendency to overshare

Crazy to look at a sea full of people and still feel like there isn't anyone there

As everyone stares, I swear that I'm fine

Tears streamin′ outta both of my eyes

They love to see all this raw and real emotion

So they can upload it online

The story is mine, they took and rewrote it

They′ll do anything for a click and they post it

But never with credit, my art has been less than a trend

While people pretend like they own it

Okay, duly noted, things change in due time

Things that I wanted all losin' their shine

Now all I want is to text or to talk to my dad

But know I′ll never get a reply

Now he's on my mind, I′m tryin' their heart

But I have to live with this hole in my heart

And maybe the only real way that I know how to cope is by losin′ myself in the art

I said things that were harsh and I never meant

I let discontent really mess with my head

So many things that I wish I had done and had said

Before I never saw him again

'Til then, I make amends and pull back the curtain

I barely was there, even when he was hurtin'

And I think of that, I think, "Damn, what a terrible son"

And I question myself as a person

A human still learnin′

Huh

Just a human still learnin′ (Uh-uh)

No, I'll never be perfect

That′s the only thing certain, yeah

Someone mentioned the music was savin' their life, they relate to it so much, it hurts

And I thought to myself, "I′m so glad I could help, but it's you who put in all the work"

So don′t give me credit 'cause I'm just a human who loses himself in his words

I wonder if Steve ever thought that one day we′d be treatin′ an app like a church

And hold up these content creators and athletes and artists as if they were gods

Until we decide they no longer have value, then they're thrown away and forgot

See, honestly, all that we are is a sum of our vices, our fears, and our flaws

And then at the end, we end up in a box and can′t bring anything that we bought

All the things that we're not make us who we are

Nobody thought I would make it this far

Used to shoot for the sky ′til I realized I didn't even proven that humans are made out of stars

I spill out my heart, it′s all that I know

Never been good at just lettin' shit go

Do you know how it feels to sink all that you have in your craft and still feel like there's nothin′ to show?

This here is a poem, a letter, a song

I don′t know where in the fuck I belong

There's nothin′ more lonely than bein' surrounded by people, yeah, all of you people are wrong

I feel like a pawn, I feel like I′m trapped

There's people I miss I can never get back

But I′m learnin' that life's not about how much water we have

It′s about how we look at the glass, that′s a lot to unpack, yeah

Dan said jump on a track, give 'em all that you have, yeah

Ever since, I don′t know what it's like to hold back, yeah

When the story′s authentic, you don't need to act, yeah

Never needed to act, yeah

There′s concepts I need to explore, feelings I can't just ignore

Who cares what you do, who you doin' it for?

Oh my, how the tables have turned since I used to serve food that I couldn′t afford

Mom and Dad got divorced, Mom just got remarried

For most of my life, my commitment was scary

But now I don′t know, some places you can't take a road

If you don′t like the story, you should write your

Own