So I can fall asleep

But it's all I've come to know

Push me and you

shoved like you always do

But nothing's ever the same

But how can I explain

the damage you have done

When all that's left is pain

So I tried to stay awake

And so I would try to stay awake

And so I learned...

Waiting in my room

I'm lying on the bed

Cuz outside is just too cold

I turn the radio loud

So I could fall asleep

But it's all I've come to know

So I tried it all for you

I fucking tried your way

And I don't like what I see

Cuz I've been put to the test

And faced all the rest

And useless is all I'll be

So I tried your way

And don't like what I see

And now I'm bored...

Waiting in my room

I'm lying on the floor

Cuz outside I just don't know

I turn the radio loud

So I can hear me think

But it's all I've come to know

So I tried to stay awake

And so I would try to stay awake

And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way

And I don't like what I see

I've been put to the test

And faced all the rest

And useless is all I'll be

So I tried your way

And don't like what I see

And now I'm bored...

(So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you,

but how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me)