Center is where I see myself

In the beginning

I'm sitting in the middle

of a crowded room

Nobody hears me

Trying to reach out

Just trying to scream out

I'm so pathetic is how I see myself

I'm just a joke

I'm running out this life

People tell me not to waste it

But how can I taste it

When I never lived

When I never loved

When I never lied

I'm just a stain

I'm trying to make my mark

On a spot that's been dark

for a long time

Been a long time since a panic

Broken down a systematic life

that God gave me.

So try to save my faith

that's going out the window

That I'm looking down from

One more step and I'll be

on the ground from a sinner

Try to make a true believer

Well, ho, I never was

You'll probably run and hide

Life reality hits me in the stomach

Aches like a fist in my mouth

I should have said nothing

To make everything fall apart

n my face

Well you're the one who's crying

So try to see the world from

the flipside

Running out of line with no one

ever watching my back

Ah, cold mother fucker

Never seem to realize

I'm not your wanna be

You'll probably run and hide

Center is where I see myself

In the beginning

I'm sitting in the middle

of a crowded room

Nobody hears me

Trying to reach out

Just trying to scream out

I'm so pathetic is how I see myself

I'm just a joke

I'm running out this life

People tell me not to waste it

But how can I taste it

When I never lived or fucking lied