I saw a letter with a heart in your bio

And now, it′s half a year since we last spoke

So why did it land like a knock-out blow?Oh, I try, but I spiral (here we go)

Do you know her favourite songs? Make nicer jokes?

Do you dance around the kitchen and kiss her slow

I heard you're loving her the way you couldn′t love me

I heard you're choosing her over everybody

And now I try to be happy for you

I heard you found somebody, somebody new

And I know it's the right thing to do

But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you

And it′s killin′ me, killin' me

To be happy for you, I′m not happy for you

I try to be, try to be

So happy for you, I'm not happy for you

Guess I′m falling down the rabbit hole

Undoing all my moving on

Overthinking things I can't control

′Cause I could give the world, and it'd be not enough

Do you take her on the scenic route when you drive?

Do you actually make an effort to treat her right?

I heard you're loving her the way you couldn′t love me

I heard you′re choosing her over everybody

And now I try to be happy for you

I heard you found somebody, somebody new

And I know it's the right thing to do

But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you

And it′s killin' me, killin′ me (oh, it's killin′ me)

To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you

I try to be, try to be (oh, oh)

So happy for you, I'm not happy for you

I think of you fondly to ease my bitter

But swallowing my pride has only made me sicker

I played it complicit while I was your crime

Did you learn without the time?

And now I try to be happy for you

I heard you found somebody, somebody new

And I know it′s the right thing to do

But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you

And it′s killin' me, killin′ me (you're killin′ me, killin' me)

To be happy for you, I′m not happy for you

I try to be, try to be (oh, oh)

So happy for you, I'm not happy for you