Someone says a joke and it′s funny so I laugh

But I didn't feel it

My ex hit me up so I cried but I didn′t mean itAnd I think that I kinda like this not really feeling

Antis got me some type of way

I'm floating up in space

Nobody's real this way

I might be not okay

But it doesn′t feel that way when I medicate

Now, it′s been a while since I tried

To let out all the pain through bleeding

Think this is a first, a full night of me truly sleeping

Yeah, I miss the highs, but I'm scared to feel all my feelings

Antis got to go some day

I′m floating up in space

Nobody's real this way

I might be not okay

But it doesn′t feel that way when I medicate

I'm hoping with therapy

My mind will stop hating me

I might be fine one day

But it doesn′t feel that way when I medicate

It doesn't feel that way

It doesn't feel that way

It doesn′t feel that way

It doesn′t feel that way

I'm floating up in space

Nobody′s real this way

I might be not okay

But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

I′m hopin' with therapy

My mind will stop hating me

I might be fine one day

But it doesn′t feel that way when I medicate