Once again I can not put aside

the things that I feel

'cause they're aching in my heart

for some time now

cut it out 'cause I've found little games

that I play around

Put your hand on my mouth,

'cause it will muffle a shout

that you'd hear from a mile

and what's in will come out,

so I'll cry myself to sleep at night

And I seem to appear to be a really happy person

I look strong, I'll support everyone

come to me what is wrong

but I don't wanna stay

'Cause I am much too big a fighter

to give in to such a thing

and that's what everybody says,

so I won't throw my garbage in the ring

and I am much too big a fighter

to give in to such a thing

and that's what everybody says,so,

and that's why everybody says

I'm just a weak little pig

that's not able to compete

with life and all that comes natural

frightened of defeat or

to lose my face or soul

I'm always trying to find

an excuse for me to get lazy

or everything I know

that'll make my life easy

it's easy to act like you don't care

Oh what a problem

I might give up again

No, that's not what I want,

but what comes next

I'm not the problem

it's not in my head

It's all because of you guys I want dead

I'm not a psycho

it's not in my head