Dejection

I wish I had the inspiration

to write a song about my life

to sing the things I like to tell you

to write them down and shout them out

but I don't know why I'd tell you

all the things I keep inside

it just weakens my emotions

and it takes away my pride

In my pocket there's no money

just like the feelings I don't have

I miss the love I don't want near me

instead of that I'll just pretend

but I do care for my surroundings

don't get me wrong I'm not like that

(it's)just(that)in my heart I feel so empty

that I don't know where I'm at

Do you get my point of view

do you see what I'm telling

Is it new or did you know all along

And do you think that it's not worth it, or are you sure that it is real

It don't matter cause I don't know myself.

I try so hard to get to know me but I just can't figure out. Why on earth nobody shows me a place to go when I get down. And don't you see that I'm hurting and that I have a troubled mind. If you don't listen and than I hate you and I hate you when you're kind.

And do you get my point of view and do you see what I'm telling is it new or did you know all along. And do you think that it's not worth it or are you sure that it is real. It don't matter cause I don't know myself.