I'm having my doubts

Bad thoughts are running through my brain

I said this wouldn't

Happen to me

I feel the dark cloud

Coming over my head

It's not supposed to rain today

At least that's what he said

I know. I believe. I'm scared

This will be the last time

That I talk to you

Know in my heart

That it's not true

Hope is the hardest

When it's all that you have

My vision

Is turning blue

I know I'm safe

Cause you hold me in Your hands

Why do I regress?

I'll never understand

Like angels and demons

Pulling on my heart

Please save me

I'm quite a baby

So much has changed in my life

I can see more clear

Than before

I want all that life has to offer

Even when I know

That it's wrong