Under Saturn's Shadow

Here I sit and wait throughout my days

Waiting for something, for my spirit to ascend

It's not that I so badly want to die

But at these times i struggle for desire to live

Each day it grows worse than the last

Function divorced from my body

As Saturn's Shadow falls across my soul

I'm powerless, until it's passed

And I'm trying, I'm trying to find a way

Out of the blackness of this tunnel at the end of the light

And I'm dreaming forever of the day

Dreaming of a time when life won't be this way

(Under Saturn's Shadow I am falling, Under Saturn's Shadow)

Webs invisible blind my spirit

In bondage to a force unseen

Like a candle, this gift my life

It burns away, it burns away

Until night's end sleep will not come to me

Then come restless, fitful dreams

Eternal slumber calls me to her arms

After I'm dead, will I still dream?

Sometimes I dream that I'm alive

Under the stars, under the sky

Then I awaken paralyzed to another day I cannot face

And I'm trying, I'm trying to find a way

Out of the blackness of this tunnel at the end of the light

And I'm dreaming forever of the day

Dreaming of a time when life won't be this way

(Under Saturn's Shadow I am falling, Under Saturn's Shadow)