Trying To Escape The Inevitable

I have this reoccurring dream
Where you make it hard for me to breathe
I gave you everything I could
I gave up everything I owned
And when you smile it's not for me
You offer little sympathy
Your grasp so far exceeds your reach
I wake up
This is not a dream

I almost can't believe
That you're the same person who can
Straight-faced with a smile
Tell me that you love me

Crawl, but I don't get too far
I know I should run
But I just keep running back
I know I should run

I have this reoccurring dream
Where you admit that you're not happy
I know that you will never leave
You're here just to torment me

I have a new dream
Everything is perfect
The sky is pink, yellow, green, blue and orange
And all the past has been forgotten
And we fell in love
And I fell into your trap

I don't know how you don't choke
On every lie you've ever told to me
You kept me sick
You took it all
You kept me complacent
But not for long