To Find You

You took me by surprise

You slipped out of my life

I thought i had a grasp but then my fingers slipped away

Never was a weak man

But now it seems i am

I'm too shellshocked to live outside the war

Never was your fault

This world ripped us in two

It's left me searching endlessly to find you

I miss you, love

We're losing everything

That was left in the wake of all the things we could have been

You're breaking up

And i can barely hear

I can barely feel the touch once so familiar

I fear i've said goodbye

But really how could i

When yours is not the kind of love to ever let me go?

It seems all i can do

Is hand my heart to you

And maybe it will someday find its way and beat again