To Die In Fall

Sustaining life is meaningless, complacent hearts collapse in stride

We cannot know, we cannot call out for help, out for a way in and

I forget just why I lay here, to rise and bleed and die in fall

Preserving fear, deserving fear, the satellite, the satellite collapses hard

Controls my friends

The weather man predicts the end and I forget just why I lay here emotionless

To rise and bleed and die in fall

And I need to push you so far away

Cause I want to do to you what I have always longed to do

Cause it's been so long since we spoke and I keep pushing away but you knew exactly

Who I wanted you to be, Lazurus born from a stain, lie down and take the truth is ugly

Such a waste of energy and such a waste of time your such a waste and

I forget just why I lay here motionless to rise and bleed and die in fall