To Be Or Not To Be

Keeping my eyes closed

i cant forget that face

but it's all gone

i stand alone

crashed upon my life

smashed upon a dream

oh well it's life

as good as it seemed

now i stand with only hope

every day seems ever lasting

watch the clock, the times not passing

i should close my eyes and drift away

no i'll force against this uncontolable pain

the mornings turn into nights

days turn into weeks

dirt turns into roads

i crumble to dust

my life is getting no where

no meaning, no one to care

what would it be like if i were gone

try my best to disappear

every day seems ever lasting

watch the clock, the times not passing

i should close my eyes and drift away

no i'll force against this uncontolable pain

maybe this is just a nightmare

so i'll shake my self to death

murdering head ache

suicidal stomache pain

nothing lost and nothing has come to gain

so much for waking up