This Ain't No Fucking Love Song

My crimson covered hands - clutch heart strings newly broken

moths breed in my entrails - hate washes through my fucking veins

friendship turns to disease - afflicting the weak of mind and heart

you are the growing cancer - eating at my fondest memories

7 abandoned years - thwart all affection

a million whispered lies - push fingernails into my palms

the knife slipped in - pushed by the most familiar hands

I fell upon - the comfort of your words

a flash of light - taught me a lesson in betrayal

I fell upon - the solace in your smile

7 wasted years - boiling in vomit

I will erase you - I will erase you from this heart

from my memory - I cut away

you're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost

I will never give again

you have forsaken any faith I had in you

all the love I had for you

I am reborn - Baptized in flame

Clean of your deceitful looming

friends are beneath me - I can't face this pain again

I'll die alone - But at least I'll know who loves me

I am a shadow of myself - pent up in walls of human shit

annihilating - anything that bears your name

I am a hollowed wooden shell - made strong by that which I abhor

committing only - to creating your demise

and so I pray for sleep - and to see anything but red

all purpose has been drained from me

a friendship ends in pain - morose claims my every word

all trust has been carved out of me

wasted years - boiling in vomit

I will erase you - I will erase you from this heart

from my memory - I cut away

you're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost