Thirst Trap

So I’m crazy
That’s usually not my thing
Bitch, I’m crazy
Suspicious and insane
Can you blame me?
Yeah, you made me this way
Now I’m in the trenches
Fighting for my senses

Stay up and I pace around, I pace around the room
Wake up and I’m thinkin’ bout, I’m thinkin’ bout you
Can’t read or write or do what I like to do
I spend my days, 4/20 blaze
Just thinkin’ “what’s he gonna do?”

I’m taking thirst traps in the mirror in my room
I think I look bad so I change the lighting
I used to kick back watching movies and the news
But now I’m lame
It’s such a shame
I used to be so super cool

But then I got that thing, and it changed me
Now all I ever think’s “would you date me?”
And I bet you would, but if you wouldn’t, oh
I’ll catch you in the trenches
Coming to your senses

Stay up and I pace around, I pace around the room
Wake up and I’m thinkin’ bout, I’m thinkin’ bout you
Can’t read or write or do what I like to do
I spend my days, 4/20 blaze
So vacant, tanning on the roof

I’m taking thirst traps in the mirror in my room
I think I look bad so I take a hundred
I used to kick back watching movies and the news
But now I’m lame
It’s such a shame
I used to be so super cool

I’m taking thirst trap and I’m waking up at noon
I think he’ll text back when I’m in the shower
I used to kick back watching movies and the news
But now I’m lame
It’s such a shame
I used to be so super cool

I used to be so super cool
Now I’m in a box with all the tools
I know it’s all because of you
Yes, I forgive but I don’t forget at all
You’re not suffering a fool
I know it’s why you want me too
I know it’s why you want me too
‘Cause I used to be so super cool

But now I listen to my playlists and pretend I’m you
Look at what I posted and pretend I’m you, uh
I’m sick and twisted and boring
But all yours, so let me adore you
I’m not what I used to be
And you don’t want me, it’s easy to see
And I’ll move on eventually
But for now, I’m taking pictures

I’m taking thirst traps in the mirror in my room
I think I look bad, but it doesn’t matter
I once read that some peoples beauty can’t be captured
And he’ll be sorry
Happy ever after