The Man Who Lost it All

I’ve gained and lost some weight
I tend to fluctuate
I love and hate the music that I make
Touring with Jeremy
Some things weren't meant to be
Now I’m a sucker
Barely getting streams

Oh and sometimes I just want
A hot dog stand
And make something with my hands
The perfect family man
I’m scared I’ll
Wake up and not know who I am
With pockets full of sand
Stuck in a horror movie
Going mad

Did I drop the ball
We’ll see if I will be
The man who lost it all
If I fail then

Carve it in the family tree
The man who lost it all

The nights I chose to waste
On drugs and shooting games
The memories I could have made instead
When I turn 70 will I have family
Or will I be here rotting all alone

Sometimes I just want
A plot of land
See what kind of things I’d plant
Disconnect let the music all be damned

Did I drop the ball
We’ll see if I will be
The man who lost it all
If I fail then
Carve it in the family tree
The man who lost it all

Did I drop the ball
The man who lost it all
Carve a family tree
The man who lost it all