The Going Rate (My Fix)

What's the going rate on heaven up above?
I feed on the plans that I've made up to now

What's the going rate on accountability?
What's the going rate on you vs. me?
I'm far from the walls and the trust that keep me here

I'm stuck in the mud, it's stuck in my mind
How we're running out of time

Bent out of shape but I'm on the up & up
Pulled out my roots, yes I have
Wasted so much on everything but this
It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix

What's the going rate on making this thing right?
What's the going rate on staying out all night?
It's hard to believe in the things I trust the most
There's so many signs, how many ways

Can I deceive my yesterday

Bent out of shape but I'm on the up & up
Pulled out my roots, yes I have
Wasted so much on everything but this
It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix

Can you be bigger than this?
Can you be stronger than this?
We're counting on you
Everything's waiting on you
Everything's focused on you
To do what you should do

Bent out of shape but I'm on the up & up
Pulled out my roots, yes I have
Wasted so much on everything but this
It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix