The Day That Doesn't End

Never mind the killing i'm making
never mind the mistakes i've made
I never said that the killing was easy

or how deep to dig a grave
cauterize caught her eyes
with a blank expression
from across the room
I'm a mess, I confess
that i'm already wasted
broken heart drunk and high
on the fumes

i'm not giving it away
i'm not kidding when i say

it began like it always begins
on another summer day that doesn't end
it began when we said, "let's be friends"
and my busy head started to spin

wait, wait, wait
don't hesitate to call me out

if i'm not in line
it feels so great
to be engaged in a war with you
when the spoils are mine
cauterize caught her eyes
with her full attention
nothing else to loose
i'm a mess and i guess
that you're probably taken
breaking hearts that get high
on perfume

i'm not giving it away
say something, i can't wait
i'm not giving it away
i'm not kidding when i say

it begins like it always begins
on another summer day that doesn't end
it began when we said, "let's be friends"
and our busy head's they started to spin