The Apartment We Won't Share

The apartment we won′t share
I wonder what sad wife lives there
Have the windows deciphered her stares?Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs?

The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose
The daughter we won′t raise still waits for you
The girl I won't be is the one that's yours
I hope you shortly find what you long for

Two years and some change
Isn′t it strange?
You′re a full-fledged socialist
I go by a new name

The filthy joke that won't
Burrow in the corner of your
Smirking lips, I mourn it to this day

The story we won′t tell
Is my greatest fantasy
The passion I won't feel again
Isn′t lost on me

The son you never wanted
Is the wound your father left
And the mother I won't be is
Probably for the best

Your demons I won′t meet
Now someone else's word to keep
I'm sure she′s beautiful and sweet
Not what I wanted, but what we need