Survive

She told me I was nothing and it hurt
She used to make me happy and feel special with her words
I tried to shed some light, on all the dark inside of herShe used to be my everything and now I′m off the drugs

I fell to the ground
I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight

I never fucking know
When I′m gonna go
'Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose

I fell to the ground
Crying all the time
Sadness in my sound
I am always on the grind

I′m always feeling low
Stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go
But I never seem to die

Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone
Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to be here when I′m low
I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more

Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone
Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low
I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more

I fell to the ground
I′m smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight

I never fucking know
When I'm gonna go
′Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose

I fell to the ground
Crying all the time
Sadness in my sound
I am always on the grind

I′m always feeling low
Stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go
But I never seem to die