Surrender My Heart

So I′ve been tryin' hard to open up
When I lost someone, it hit me rough
I paid to toughen up in Therapy
She said to me, "Soften Up"

I′m sorry if I pushed your good away
Especially when I'm needin' you to stay
I know you hate that I still test your love
I′m tryin′ not to fuck this up

But the benefit of all the broken hearts
That I broke before they could break me
Is a little bit of life regrets
I won't bring that mess to you when you′re with me
And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family
And I wanna be brave enough for everything

Surrender my heart
I'm out here in the open
I wanna get closer
I′ll believe in you every night
Surrender my heart
I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you

I used to soldier through my hardest days
I used to switch it off, ignore the pain
I craved to feel it all entirely
In your arms, baby

But the benefit of all the broken hearts
That I broke before they could break me
Is a little bit of life regrets
I won't bring that mess to you when you′re with me
And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family
And I wanna be brave enough for everything

Surrender my heart
I'm out here in the open
I wanna get closer
I'll believe in you every night
Surrender my heart
I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you

I′ll believe in you every night (Na-na-na, na-na-na-na)
Every night (Na-na-na, na-na-na-na)
Every night (I′ll believe in you every night)
I'll believe in you every night (Na-na-na, na-na-na-na)
Every night (Na-na-na, na-na-na-na)
Every night (I′ll believe in you every night)

Surrender my heart
I'm out here in the open
I wanna get closer
I′ll believe in you every night
Surrender my heart
I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you