summertime affair

It was a summertime affair
It lasted through September
But lost its colors by the leaves′ deathbed

He was my own spring break
A moment of sunshine
But I was the storm pouring by the lake

My calm demeanor crashed over the days
You landed on it, found your spot and
Never bothered to accommodate

Oh, what a shame
Oh, what a shame

I pulled the trigger and ran away
Cause nothing is sweeter

Than what could've been, or what I had, and left

Reading my little life away
I wrote in the sideline
Got lost in the timeline, tried to understand

My calm demeanor crashed over the days
You landed on it, found your spot and
Never bothered to accommodate

Oh, what a shame
Oh, what a shame

Can′t you see I'm off the road?
It's hard to be all alone
Can′t you see I′m holding onto
All those weeks when I was loved?

I was loved