Suicidal Failure

Father forgive me for I know not what I do

I tried everything but I'll leave it up to you

I don't want to live, I don't know why

I don't have no reasons, I just want to die

CHORUS

I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help

I have suicidal tendencies but I can't kill myself

I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried

I'm barely jsut 20 but my life I will retire

I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun

I point it at my head but I couldn't get the job done

CHORUS

I took all my mother's sleeping pills

I jumped off a freeway bridge

I drank three kinds of poison

And drove my car off a ridge

I beat myself with a bat

Put a noose around my head

I overdosed on heroin

But I'm still not dead

CHORUS

Death may not be the answer

It can't be all that great

But me I'm not into living

With life I can't relate

By some masochistic reasoning I think that it will be fun

I want to start my second life now

So shoot me with your gun

CHORUS

I'm looking forward-suicidal

I'm really bored-suicidal

You wanna die-suicidal

Then die-suicidal

Honestly-suicidal

At the game-suicidal

At my school-suicidal

At the bar-suicidal

Suicidal

Suicidal

Suicidal

Suicidal