Strange Reality

Who's this before me

Dressed in rags soaked in gin

A sign or a warning

Am I now where he's been

Am I losing my way

This strange insanity

An illusion away

Is this reality

Could that be me

Wake every morning

I don't know where I've been

All my excuses

Showing strain wearing thin

Am I losing my way

This strange insanity

An illusion away

Is this reality

Could that be me

Another day

Another night

Another drink another fight

Somehow it's all the same

And so I'm staring in my gin

Never knowing if I'll win

And still I play the game

Look to the future

With the eyes of the blind

Can't see much further

Than this haze

In my mind

Am I losing my way

This strange insanity

An illusion away

Is this reality

Could that be me