Stare At The Sun

I sit here clutching useless lists

And keys for doors that don't exist

I crack my teet on pearls

I tear into the history

Just show me what it means to me in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle

I'm waiting for a sign

I'll stare straight into the sun

And I won't close my eyes

Til I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole

I study saints and scholars both

No perfect plan unfurls

Do I trust my heart of just my mind

Why is truth so heard to find

In this world

Yeah in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle

I'm waiting for a sign

I'll stare straight into the sun

And I won't close my eyes

Til I understand or go blind

I know that there's a point I've missed

A shrine or stone I haven't kissed

A scar that never graced my wrist

A mirror that hasn't met my fist

But I can't help feeling that I'm

Due for a miracle

I'm waiting for a sign

I'll stare straight intot he sun

And I won't close my eyes