Rigged And Ready

It's winter, I'm late I lost this game

Of white Russian roulette but I'm fine I'm quite ok,

And she knows I'm royal loyal to lovers

I'll die here with you when my veins lose their hue

Cause I never fixed my broken jaw

That's why my words don't ever come out at all,

So when you come out fix another for me

One hand's itching the other's missing

I wish I was missing...

Birthmarked my arms in vain out my mouth and down the drain

Shooting bullets through my blood, the bullets barely missed my brain

And fly for five days around my bedroom in a haze

And then I'll crash straight in the ground

I wish I was never ever here...

And I don't know what's buried here

(I think) I'm buried here and barely here...

Raccoon eyed and skin whiter than heavens best fighter

I'm thinking she needs me, well do you girl? I guess we'll see

And I know she's perfect, a hostage in purple

We'll tie up our arms with my cancer and your charm

Cause I'll never kiss a broken jaw

Fist fight the light that bounces off my walls

So when you come out fix another for me

One leg's limping, the other's missing

I wish I was missing...

Dodging broken down satellites

Mending my beaten up jaw line

Last night I stayed on call all night

And I watched her die three times tonight