Resolute

reaping the seeds i planted
things that i always took for granted
i feel a little bit unstable
tell me if i'm willing are you able
to come and help me out right now?
if you do, i'm resolute
i wonÿt back down
broken and i'm still breaking
change is my latest undertaking
iÿm only hoping that tomorrow
has a greater hope for me to borrow
iÿm separated from the rest
i will try, but i can only do my best
today i saw myself with honest eyes
and my face i barely recognized.
if the wounded never heal
what will i do?
how will i feel?
can i assume,
at least pretend,
that things will work out in the end?
sunken and I'm still sinking
and you're the only thing I'm thinking of
ties that I could hardly sever
when I'm needing you now more than ever