Reconnect This

Another day questioning all of the grey.
And on no sleep I question everything.
I lie awake in hopes you'll stay.
But I can't stay, no I can't stay.

Dear you, this is the hell I've been through.
Dear you, dear you, dear you

Does suicide mean you'll feel okay?
Reconnect this, is it pointless?
I was never one to say, "fuck a cold apology."
Knowing better is not for me.
When all else fails why stop?

I lie awake in hopes you'll stay.
But I can't stay, no I can't stay.

Dear you, this is the hell I've been through.
Dear you, dear you, dear you
Dear you, this is the hell I've been through.
Dear you, dear you, dear you. dear you, dear you, dear you, dear you, dear you.

Fuck.

You never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down, lying down.
You never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down, lying down.
You never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down, lying down.
You never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down, lying down.