Recipe For Disaster

I will wait until the end
Before I say whats on my mind tonight
Take this drink away from me
Before I fall and drown in it all night and I I feel lost hear me out
Crawling up, I'm falling down
Here is the recipe for my disaster
Killing me slowly please make it faster
How many times must my mind be fractured
Carry me away from here on after
I feel useless and afraid

Will you reach out and save me from myself
Screaming as I fail away
When all I need is someones help right now and I
I feel lost hear me out
Crawling up, I'm falling down
I've been looking for a way to find myself
Cuz what I am was never ever true
Here is the recipe for my disaster
Killing me slowly please make it faster
How many times must my mind be fractured
Carry me away from here on after