Re Use

How heavy the sky was outside of my windows

And from the inside I watched it go by

With all that I've got to reach back to remember

The things I fought, so hard with each thought

Then your voice returns until every word burns the walls

I tried to keep you outside, you're part of me now

But you're not around

Why you're under my skin

You found a way to get in

Why you're under my skin

And now the thoughts I resist

I reuse

Strange how it hits me when all of the moments I used to know travel so close

Through my invitation, I'm reluctant to feel it pierce through my skin

And with every inch it brings back the hurt

As thoughts recur inside my head of all that we said

To leave it behind but now you're inside

Why you're under my skin

You found a way to get in

Why you're under my skin

And now the thoughts I resist

I reuse

You're a part of me now but you're not around