Pretty Pink Rose

Its pulling me in, there's no way to win
No easy way out
The battle is on, and I'm just a pawn
With only shadows of doubt
I'm darkening day, I'm so far away
From having any control
With hours that kill, the cheaper the thrill
The deeper the hole

Pretty pink rose, so beautiful, I follow it
Where she goes, can't turn my eyes away

Its 2:17, do you know what I mean
My eyes as red as the clock

Awake until dawn, it comes then its gone
Like an electrical shock
Shoots up through my toes, my shame always shows
Now all I'm feeling is doubt
Tired and numb, destructive and dumb,
And I don't know where I went

Pretty pink rose, so beautiful, I follow it
Where she goes, can't turn my eyes away
Pink rose, so beautiful, but I cannot
Stay on my toes. Will I throw this life away?