Painkiller

You′ve been such a jerk
Since you left last week
You're careful with your wordsBut I′m pulling teeth
You said this wouldn't hurt
Give me cavities
And all of your apologies are only empty calories

After all this time
I start asking why I'm staying
Were you ever mine?
Are we something that′s worth saving?
Every conversation puts me back on medication sometimes
Sorry′s just another word you're saying

Do I look like her
Does she talk like me?
Been feeling insecure
Co-dependency is hard to break
When you never make it easy
Reconstructive surgery can′t fix my anxiety

After all this time
I start asking why I'm staying
Were you ever mine?
Are we something that′s worth saving
Every conversation puts me back on medication sometimes
Sorry's just another word you′re saying
You're saying

Take me to the hospital
I need Paracetamol
Tramadol, Ketamine
I just need some pain relief
Take me to the hospital
Fill me up with Tylenol
Tramadol, Ketamine
I just need some pain relief