Now & Then

You see it was drawn easy, my services for a rewarding fee. never thinking then of the hundreds I've hurt. their morals and family so deserted, you see, back then my mind was conned, caught in a
Dream. understand my path set forth from a struggling background. mom always worked her hardest maintaining her four hounds. scared and afraid that my own child's future was at stake quickly rea

Was where I made my biggest mistake. filled with dillusions I fell, I fell deep in my grave carried by deceits devouring waves. I can still remember her nights in tears of rage never giving up
With her life in a ruthless maze. took a harsh lesson for me to understand life. what once was taken granted stabbed with a knife. I've towed along loved ones throughout my experiences, placed th
Torturous wars when it all was needless. now and then I failed to think deep clear inside. now and then I rather maintain a modest existence. now and then never again will I barter my freedom.