Not Like You

You look straight thru me, I see no reflection

You cut deep inside of me, I stitch my own infection

Grey is the sunshine that burns my skin

Grey is your rush I think your empty within

Fingernails cracked dried blood flows slow

In this world its time to walk away

Hey old friend its been a long time

I've been better, but thank you

Tomorrows yesterdays fades fast

Faster, then gives way, I've been better, but thank you

Look in thru windows, trying to see you

Haven't slept in two days, I wanna be you

Looking at pictures, I see you smiling

You look so happy and I feel like dying

I read your diary your secrets now dead

I cut your name deep the ink is so red

A black Sunday loss as I clutch a cross

Until I die, our love is never lost

I'm not like you