No Halo

This last week
I slept 8 hours total, I barely sleep
Maybe that′s why I've been weakThe same things that plague you still plaguing me
God called you to fulfill a vacancy
I tried to see why it wasn′t me

So I didn't show up to your funeral
But I showed up to your house
And I didn't move a muscle
I was quiet as a mouse
And I swore I saw you in there
But I was looking at myself

I′m placing bets against myself
And honestly I′m a mess
With the car engulfed in flames
I am a wreck
Things I should have said through call or text
Just really been so busy and I regret

Cause if there's no rest for the wicked
I′m as evil as it gets
Thing I should have said

So I didn't show up to your funeral
But I showed up to your house
And I didn′t move a muscle
I was quiet as a mouse
And I swore I saw you in there
But I was looking at myself

So when you show up to my funeral
Will you be wearing white or black
And I know the voice is in you
It's the energy I lack
So if there′s a race to heaven
I will surely come in last
And if there's a race to heaven
I will always come in last