Misleading the Story

He said words knowing full well are suspect
Felt the burn in his lower intestine
I say get past the moment, let it subside
I don′t know how I did, but I got here
Candlelit in my mind's eye, but not clear
I know, I know
I know the truth is in-between

I don′t want to feel it, so I won't
Even when I lose it, I'll implode
Every lie is cyanide, a dose to keep the secret
I don′t want to feel it, so I don′t

Sad song I defect to write it
Dried tears, do your best to hide it
I can't handle your face in this moment
Quick find the exit
(Quick find the exit)

I don′t want to feel it, so I won't
Even when I lose it, I′ll implode
Every lie is cyanide, a dose to keep the secret
I don't want to feel it, so I don′t, I don't want

I don't care
I don′t care because they like me better when I did what they wanted
I don′t care
I don't care because I like me better when I am cold and reckless

Upset and misleading the story
Upset and inciting an inner war
Upset and misleading

I don′t want to feel it, so I won't
Even when we lose it, I′ll implode
Every lie is cyanide, a dose to keep the secret
I don't want to feel it, so I don′t
So I don't
Quick find the exit