May's Funeral

I caught the first flight home to put you in the ground
I haven't come to terms with the news I just found out
Today it is raining outside
To match this empty feeling that I'm left with tonight

You will be missed
You were always here to get me through times like this
And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me
You would say you're not as alone as you think

Here at your funeral everyone is dressed in black
As if the colors would attack
And I watched everyone in the room start to cry
I've never fought tears like this before tonight

You've always made it look so easy
And you know I struggle through it all
You've always made it look so easy
And now it's harder than it's ever been before

You will be missed
You were always here to get me through times like this
And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me
You would say you're not as alone as you think

It's a year today
The first anniversary
I hope you're listening
I can't find the words to say

Here at your funeral everyone is dressed in black
As if the colors would attack
And I watched everyone in the room start to cry
I've never fought tears like this before tonight

You will be missed
You were always here to get me through times like this
And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me
You would say you're not as alone as you think