Loving One

[Verse 1]
Heaven don't seem far from what I'm needing
Give me a call, I'm doing worse than what I said
Hearing I belong won't stop the feeling
Give me a call, I'll say I'm better than I am

[Chorus]
It dawned on me that I'm the only loving one
It breaks my heart
It leaves me numb
It dawned on me that I'm the only loving one
It kills me now
What have I done?

[Verse 2]
So you and I were never meant to be then
Look at my heart, it's not quite broken, but it's bent
How can I go on bearing this feeling?
Tell me a lie, and say you don't want this to end

[Chorus]
It dawned on me that I'm the only loving one
It breaks my heart
It leaves me numb

It dawned on me that I'm the only loving one
It kills me now
What have I done?

[Bridge]
It's over
It's over
It's over
It's over

[Outro]
I woke up tired-eyed again
And cried about the state we're in
My limerence just fell on you
And now there's nothing I can do
I was never gonna let you in, or let you go, go back again
So baby, could you treat me kind?
And say you'll love me all the time
Please hold me in your arms again
Don't let this be "remember when"
I do not think we can break through
But what's left of me, I'll give to you
So until the day I fix myself
May my lungs be chambers of your wealth
Your existence is my currency
So, please could you run back to me?