Lost in a Wave

I can′t breath, I'm suffocating

It′s a feeling I knowAll my senses are heightened to the point where I can't move at all
I try to scream but there is no one here
I tell myself that's irrational
Whatever I do it gets the best of me
I can feel the waves crashing down on me
All these words are useless, I bet you won′t understand
I′m just trying to hide my fears 'cause I′m afraid to understand

I've been thinking way too much
I′ve been searching for a place to bury myself

I'm lost in a wave
It controls my feelings and I can′t help it
I'm falling away
If I control my fears, would I still feel the pain?

I've been thinking too much
I see the rain pouring down the river

My brain is trying to trick me
I′m just talking to myself but I can′t hear anything
My face is on the concrete
It's about to take control and I just cannot compete
My brain is trying to trick me
I′m just talking to myself but I can't hear anything
My face is on the concrete
It′s about to take control and I just cannot compete
I know what the fuck it's up

See the face of misery
I try to scream but there is no one here

I′m lost in a wave
It controls my feelings and I can't help it
I'm falling away
If I control my fears, would I still feel the pain?