lighten my mood

I′ll sell you a smile
You'll buy it, they all do
You′ll buy it, they all doSome days my aspirations fade, staring into space
Wonder what it's like to feel 'cause I′m numb

But I′m trying anyways
I'll take it day by day
Will my whole life go to waste?

I′m telling you, I don't wanna be like this
Don′t want it, but I can't lighten my mood
I′m telling you, I don't wanna be like this
Don't want it, but I can′t lighten my mood, it′s true

I wish that I could talk to you
Confess that I am blue
I look for words inside me, they won't come out

But I′m trying anyways
I'll take it day by day
Will my whole life go to waste?

I′m telling you, I don't wanna be like this
Don′t want it, but I can't lighten my mood
I'm telling you, I don′t wanna be like this
Don′t want it, but I can't lighten my mood, it′s true

I'm not okay, maybe that′s okay (maybe that's okay)
If I take a break, maybe that′s okay (maybe that's okay)
I'm not okay, maybe that′s okay (maybe that′s okay)
If I take a break, maybe that's okay (maybe that′s okay)

I don't wanna be, don′t wanna be like this anymore
I don't wanna be, don′t wanna be like this anymore
I don't wanna be, don't wanna be like this anymore
Anymore, hmm