Left Feeling Odd

Awkwardly he's
Hiding, not all is known
Clever chance to see
Is it wrong to stare?
Is it fine to please him?
Is he not aware
it's in spite of me?

With practice it comes my way
I don't know anything to say

Left feeling odd today

Kind of like laying low
It offers me a
New one sense of no
Not surprisingly
Leave it all to spare
Single out a reason
He'll deny it's there
And that's just fine with me