Lazaretto

I don′t know where to begin, I think I'm (moments away)
From everything crumbling all around me, so (show me the way)
Out of the deep end, now my back is (bowing in pain)I might be jumpin′ the gun, I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin' (oh no, the shame)
Where will I end up?
If I don′t wake up tomorrow
I let the pain do me in

Wake him in the middle of the night, to find I′m all alone
Oh no, where did he go? Where did he go? (Sometimes I think I'll never know)
Speaking all the pain and all the things that made us hate him
"What an ego" (i guess I′m better off than I know)

Not good enough, not good enough (you're afraid, you′re afraid, you're afraid)
Not good enough, not good enough (you′re afraid, you're afraid)

I don't know where to begin, I think I′m (moments away)
From everything crumbling all around me, so (show me the way)
Out of the deep end, now my back is (bowing in pain)
I might be jumpin′ the gun, I might be jumpin' the gun, I might be jumpin′ (oh no, the shame)
Where will I end up?

(Don't let the pain do you in)