Kingdom of Fear

I show you what you need to see
And nothing more
At least I got the decency
To shut the door
You said that you want all of me
But I know you’re a liar
Every time I let you in
I start to hear them tires

In the middle of the night
In the back of my mind
Like a chill running down my neck
So, I bite my tongue
And I lie in self-defense

Ask me how I been
I’ll say I’m great
But under my skin
I’m not ok
Honey I been scared to death
Looking in the mirror
Just another day
In the kingdom of fear

Ask me how it goes
I’ll say I’m fine
But if you look close
I ain’t doing alright
Honey I been scared to death
Wipe away the tears
Just another day in the kingdom of fear
The kingdom of fear

Maybe I been building walls
Too high to climb
I hope you know it's not your fault
It’s by design
I know I been a lot of things
But I won’t be a burden
I won’t be that person
That calls you when I’m hurting

In the middle of the night
In the back of my mind

Like chill running down my neck
So, I bite my tongue
And I lie in self-defense

Ask me how I been
I’ll say I’m great
But under my skin
I’m not ok
Honey I been scared to death
Looking in the mirror
Just another day
In the kingdom of fear

Ask me how it goes
I’ll say I’m fine
But if you look close
I ain’t doing alright
Honey I been scared to death
Wipe away the tears
Just another day in the kingdom of fear

Oh, I been hurting
Worse than bad
I need someone who’s got my back

Oh, I been hurting
Worse than bad
I need someone but if you

Ask me how I been
I’ll say I’m great
But under my skin
I’m not ok
Honey I been scared to death
Looking in the mirror
Just another day
In the kingdom of fear

Ask me how it goes
I’ll say I’m fine
But if you look close
I ain’t doing alright
Honey I been scared to death
Wipe away the tears
Just another day in the kingdom of fear
The kingdom of fear