Killing Me

I don't mind the abuse
It feels in time when Im not much use
But it's killing me, Killing me slowly
They all say
Im too restless
but words cut deep when you're defenceless
And it's killing me, killing me slowly
There was a time when we were fine
And I could tolerate you
I do believe that you should leave
Cos I've grown to hate you
Should I be weak and turn my cheek
cos Im scared to fall
But I just don't know you
And you don't know me at all
I've been told that love's a celebration
But I've lost faith through furstration
And it's killing me, killing me slowly
You paint my picture black
The joke's on me
And I don't wanna laugh
Remember the good times
Wont you bring them back someday, somehow
I don't mind feeling blue
If I could smile just like you do
and it's killing me, killing me slowly
I can't go on alone
Pretending nothing's wrong
Maybe I just want to belong
Somewhere somehow
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh....