Kill Myself

I'm gonan clean the house

I'm gonna fix the fence

With my final hours

I'm gonna tie up these loose ends

I won't leave a note for anyone to find

Tomorrow they'll know what I've done here tonight

The drastic steps I've taken

Are just an act of desperation

I knew no one would miss me, so what the hell?

I fought, and lied, I drank too much

Hurt everyone I've ever touched

And just how much I've hurt you, it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help

It's goodbye, I wish you well.

Because I love you I'm gonna kill myself.

Now who is that in my easy chair?

Now wait a minute, that's the OLD me sitting there.

And I thank God, the devil in me died

Cause I stand before you now a man changed and alive

The drastic steps I've taken

Are just an act of desperation

I knew no one would miss me, so what the hell?

I fought, and lied, I drank too much

Hurt everyone I've ever touched

And just how much I've hurt you, it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help

It's goodbye, I wish you well.

Because I love you I had to kill myself.

I'm gonna clean the house,

I'm gonan fix that fence.

In my final hours, I'm gonna tie up these loose ends.