Just A Kid

I thought this was dead and acted like
I was so far from it, yet I’m farther than I’ve ever been
Old ghost in my head, please don't take what I have left
Even though its something that I might regret

It’s like a burning heat when you see me but we both know that it wont go that far
Oh it wont go that far
You said you never felt safe with someone new but here tonight you don't know who you are
Who you are
But what a waste, if this weight is something that I cant escape
That I cant escape
Cause I would wait, my whole life to see you just before you wake

Still stuck wondering and caught between
If I should say something, but if I say something will it be the end
Old ghost will this spread, and eat the the lungs that I had left
Oh dear, am I weak or just a kid

It’s like a burning heat when you see me but we both know that it wont go that far
Go that far
Said you never felt safe with someone new but here tonight you don't know who you are
Who you are
But what a waste, if this weight is something that I cant escape
That I can't escape
Cause I would wait, my whole life to see you just before you wake

Old ghost this has spread, and ate the lungs that I had left
Found out im weak, no longer just a kid