Insecure

There′s something I still hold in
I'm too ashamed to show it
But I feel like I′m never enoughAnd I fear I'll mess everything up

I'm haunted by the notion
That all our doors are closing
Do you lie awake thinking of us
Or were we made just to crumble to dust?

My heart bleeds heaven
But you leave me questioning
If I′ll bleed out on the floor
Oh

Self-doubts relentless
Leaving me defenseless
All my demons take control

What if I told you
All of my flaws that I can′t ignore?
Would you laugh in my face, would you slam the door?
What if I told you?

It's not supposed to
But it kills me to think that you call me yours
When I know deep down you deserve much more
Oh, I′m so insecure

I'm holding out but hopeless
A deep sea of emotions
I break down ′cause I bottle it up
But I'm learning to learn how to trust

My heart bleeds heaven
But you leave me questioning
If I′ll bleed out on the floor
Oh

My head feels restless
From the constant pressure
Check my feelings at the door

What if I told you
All of my flaws that I can't ignore?
Would you laugh in my face, love like before?
What if I told you?

It's not supposed to
But it kills me to think that you call me yours
When I know deep down you deserve much more
Oh, I′m so insecure

What if I told you
All of my flaws that I can′t ignore?
Would you laugh in my face, would you slam the door?
What if I told you?

It's not supposed to
But it kills me to think that you call me yours
When I know deep down you deserve much more
Oh, I′m so insecure